AAAGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!............and breath

Do you ever find that someone who is realy close to you can piss you off more than some random dickhead?
little things that people always do which annoy you suddenly make you want to kill them!
or some thing they say makes you feel like your worthless to them, and it hurts you.

Or people try and join in with jkz their not part of. eg nicknames! it's funny when one person does it, but when you do it its just annoying!
(and i know i do this, trying to get involved in other peeps jkz)


and finaly! just because i talk to you doesnt mean im your friend! ok, thats harsh. im NOT your best friend. so not hang around me 24/7!

luckly i've had Parveen and Greg to rant with!! luv u guys!!!

and today i feel weridly calm and at peace! that sounds like im budist!! lol
i just dont care, there are bigger isuess than my little black cloud.

xx